Hello, my friends! It has been a minute (and far too long) since we've seen each other, and for that, I do apologize. Today I return to review one of my most anticipated reads of the year, one that broke my heart in all the best ways.
Novels, Dragons, and Wardrobe Doors
Love God. Love Others. Love Yourself.
Sunday, July 17, 2022
A Prayer Unanswered {book review}
Saturday, January 22, 2022
Beyond Her Calling {book review}
Go back in time with me, if you will, way back to October of 2018, when I posted this review for a new book that I fell absolutely in love with. Fast forward a couple of years to where the author announced that she was re-releasing an updated version of the series, and I got excited. Now, I haven't read every one of the re-released versions (I will, I just haven't yet), but I'll admit this was the one I was looking forward to the most. And I'm happy to report, I wasn't disappointed.
Tuesday, January 18, 2022
Echo North {book review}
Fairytale retellings will always have a special place in my heart. I don't read as many of them now as I did when I was in middle school, but they always bring me so much joy. This was no exception.
Synopsis:
Tuesday, January 11, 2022
The Best Books of 2021
At least, the best in my opinion, lol. I don't know about you, but I had a pretty fantastic reading year in 2021. I ended up reading 105 books, and my average rating was 4.4 of 5, so I'm very happy with those results. And shockingly, the choosing of the ten best wasn't too difficult? It was really just the ten that made me the happiest, that stuck with me the longest, the ones I already want to read again.
"It often seems to me that's all detective work is, wiping out your false starts and beginning again."
Thursday, December 30, 2021
Silver Nights (Part 4)
It had been a week since “toddlergeddon”, as Micah called it, which meant that Christmas was only days away. Fresh snow covered everything outside, but inside George Nichols’ house, a fire was going in the fireplace. Zach, the youngest of the Nichols brothers, had brought his wife Jen home to Frost River from the big city to celebrate, and to Sam, it was officially Christmas.
“No peeking!" Jen scolded as Uncle George tried to stealthily peel back the wrapping on one of the gifts she was arranging under the tree.
“And here I thought Zach was the Scrooge,” George playfully pouted.
“She learned from the best.” Zach joked, putting his arm around his wife’s shoulders. Sam, who had unsurprisingly been put in charge of hot chocolate for the evening, chuckled as he studied his family. It had been too long since they’d all been together.
With a gust of snowy wind, Micah and Stephanie blew in the front door, red-faced and smiling. There were general exclamations of welcome, but Sam’s mind only focused on the face that was missing.
“Didn’t you invite Lucy?” He asked, sidling up beside his older brother and slipping his hand into his pocket to hold the little present he’d hidden there.
“We just dropped her off. She had to get to the train station.”
“The train station?” His heart skipped a beat, though he tried to ignore it.
“Yeah. Her train leaves in like,” Micah glanced at his watch. “Twenty minutes?”
“Twenty minutes?” Now his heart was really starting to panic.
“Is there an echo in here?” Micah looked at him quizzically. “Wait, did you not know?”
Sam forced out a laugh. “What gave it away?”
A sly expression slid onto Micah’s face as he smiled. “Well, I mean, you do still have twenty minutes before her train leaves, and you could take my truck if you wanted…” He hadn’t even finished the sentence before Sam had snatched the keys out of his hand and was out the door. Micah laughed fully as he called after him, “Go get her, tiger!”
-
Lucy shivered a little against the cold on the train platform and hugged her green coat closer around her.
“Are you sure you don’t want to sit inside, Lucy?” Sarah, the platform manager, popped halfway out the station door, her wrinkled face wearing a smile. “It’s nice and warm in here.”
“No thank you, Miss Sarah, I’m good. It’s nice to be out here in the quiet. Just me and God and my thoughts, you know?”
She chuckled as she went back inside. “I do know. Let me know if you need anything, dear. We've got cocoa and marshmallows."
“Will do.”
Evidently it wasn't just Sam who was obsessed with the winter beverage. Or maybe he'd swayed the town's opinions with this joyful insistence on it being the best drink ever.
And now she was thinking about him again. That wasn't a good sign.
Alone on a bench in the brisk wind, which the station mostly blocked, she pondered the almost four weeks she’d spent in Frost River. They had somehow been the among best weeks of her life, which felt cheesy, which made her feel ridiculous.
“This only happens in Christmas movies.” She whispered to herself, pulling her knit cap down further over her ears. There was something in the air here that made her able to breathe deeper than she had in years. Part of her mind added, and Sam is here. That was the cheesiest part, but also the part that made her smile.
She’d been giving her parents updates since she came here, on how the job was going and various other parts of her life. But her mom would be able to see it in her face this week if she wasn’t careful. And since she didn’t really want to discuss how Sam was just her friend, at least for now, she needed to be careful.
The loud clatter of the station door opening broke her out of her thoughts. Lucy, startled, stood up and looked straight into the eyes of Sam. He was disheveled, his coat buttoned wrong and only wearing one glove. He stared at her for a second before recognition lit up his face and he took a step closer to her.
“Don’t go.”
She was so thrown off that it took her a moment to respond.
“What?”
He was completely serious, that she could tell.
“Look, I know we just met, and I shouldn’t ask you to rewrite your life just for me.” He reached forward and took one of her hands in his. “But I want this, Lucy. You and me. Whether it’s for two weeks, or the rest of our lives, I want to try.”
A slow smile started to spread on her face.
“Sam?”
“Yeah?”
“Where do you think I’m going?”
He blinked.
“Away forever and I’ll never see you again unless I convince you to stay?”
Now she had to laugh.
“I’m going home to see my parents for Christmas. Your uncle gave me the week off, I’ll be back by New Year’s.”
"Oh." She could practically see his brain stall and restart. "Well… this is awkward. Sorry to interrupt. Have a nice Christmas." He started to back away, his face flushing.
"No, no, Sam!" She followed him. Her boot caught on an icy patch and she skidded into him. He caught her against his chest, his face flushing further. This adorably awkward boy had fallen in love with her. It was almost too perfect.
Lucy rubbed her gloved hands together and put them against his cold face. He hadn’t even put a hat on, and it was freezing out here.
“I want this too.”
She did. She didn’t know why, or how any of this was real. All she knew was that he was in front of her, with his face turned down to hers, and if she didn’t kiss him now, Stephanie would never let her hear the end of it.
Sam beat her to it, leaning forward and pressing a kiss to her forehead, his cold fingers brushing against her chin. Warmth rushed through her. This was right. He was right. She’d never been so sure of anything.
A loud train whistle made them step apart a little. Sam gave her a lopsided smile.
“I guess I’ll see you in a week?”
Lucy couldn't hold back her snort of a laugh. "Yeah, I guess you will."
"Okay then." He pushed his hands awkwardly into the pockets of his coat and backed toward the station door. "You should invite your folks here for Easter."
"I'm guessing you go all out for that too?"
"Obviously."
“I would expect nothing less.”
They stared at each other for a moment before Sam gave a little “oh!” and pulled something from his pocket.
“This is for you.” As he passed her the small box, she flushed.
“I don’t have anything for you.”
“Doesn’t matter.” His smile widened and he rocked up on his toes. “Open it."
She returned his grin and pulled off the lid. Resting on a tiny pillow inside was a necklace with a gold reindeer pendant. It was absolutely perfect.
“It’s beautiful, Sam, thank you.” She felt like crying, then felt ridiculous again, but the gesture was so sweet, so completely Sam, that it touched her.
The train rolled into the station with a hiss and the platform began to bustle with people coming home for the holidays. Lucy tucked the little box into her pocket for safekeeping and picked up her suitcase.
“Well… Merry Christmas.” Sam offered. “Safe travels, all that stuff.”
She hesitated for a breath, then cleared the couple of steps between them and pressed her lips to his. He stiffened like she’d startled him, then relaxed, and when she pulled away, he smiled.
“Merry Christmas, Sam.”
Thursday, December 23, 2021
Silver Nights (Part 3)
Oh hey, remember how I wrote a Christmas short story and then never posted the end of it?
Yeah, I do.
While blogging has been falling to the wayside a bit this year (oops), I thought it was high time I finally updated this story. (Also if I miss posting it for Christmas again I will never forgive myself, lol)
Basically, it's a fluffy, feel-good, Hallmark movie of a story about Sam and Lucy, who, in part three, are exploring the Christmas festival, eating caramel popcorn, and totally not going on a date. ;) In case you need to catch up (which you probably do, and I totally recommend), here are part one and part two!
Enjoy!
PART THREE
There were fourteen boxes of cookies to carry to the festival booth, and Sam felt the same satisfaction he always did as he loaded them into the old red wagon they used to haul them. Nichols Delivery had sponsored the cookie decorating booth for the past ten years; it had been his idea in the beginning, and Aunt Sharon had run with it. When she passed away, Micah became his helper. But as much as he loved his brother, he had to admit that having Lucy help was a lot more fun.
Snow started to fall gently as they walked the five minutes it took to get into town, and Sam stuck his hand out to try and catch some flakes.
“This is going to be a magical night, Micah, I can feel it.”
Micah gave a non-committal grunt and yanked the wagon over a bump in the sidewalk. The whole of Main Street had been blocked off, booths set up in storefronts, lights zigzagging between buildings. Laughter and Christmas music carried on the air as they approached. Even though the festival hadn’t started yet and the sun had barely set, the various vendors and volunteers were friends, and no one could help but feel a little thrill once the snow started falling.
When Sam and Micah found their assigned spot - in front of the hardware store - Stephanie, Lucy, and Uncle George were already waiting under the pop-up awning.
“Took you long enough!” Stephanie teased as she helped them start unpacking. “It’s freezing out here!”
“Hey, it’s not my fault Sam’s a perfectionist.” Micah plopped the cash box down on the table.
“I am not a perfectionist! I just like things to look right.” Sam passed a box of cookies to Lucy, who grinned.
“So you take the extra time to doodle on these boxes that no one will actually see?” She looked over the cardboard. “Ooh, I like this star.”
“Thank you very much, Lucy, it’s nice to feel appreciated.” Sam sent a pointed look to Micah, who just rolled his eyes and laughed.
“Well, I for one like Sam’s doodles.” Uncle George stuck his hands into the pockets of his Santa Claus costume. “They’re tradition. Wouldn’t be Christmas without ‘em.” George, who looked remarkably like the jolly gift-giver, had been tapped to portray him every year at the festival ever since Sam could remember.
“Speaking of tradition,” Sam pulled his phone from his pocket. “Staff picture time!” There was a small scramble as George put on his hat, Micah shoved the rest of the boxes under the table, and Stephanie insisted on taking the photo.
“You’re never in them, Sam, and I don’t even work with you guys. Go, get in there.” She practically shoved him in next to Lucy, and they all shuffled together.
“Say sugar cookie!” Steph called, and they all laughed through the words. Even Sam had to admit, as he looked at the picture, that with Lucy’s bright green coat, Uncle George’s Santa red, and Micah’s blue jacket, it was one of the loveliest staff pictures they’d taken in a long time.
Soon the stall was set up and George left them to get settled in the photo booth. A crowd of locals had gathered at the end of Main Street, waiting for the festival to open. While the mayor led the countdown on the temporary stage to light the giant town square tree, Micah nudged Sam and Lucy out of the booth.
“We’ve got this, you guys go have fun.”
“But-”
“No excuses, James!” Micah pointed at Lucy. “Steph and I are the dream team!”
“Yeah, we are!” Stephanie exchanged an air fist-bump with him. Lucy stifled a laugh and held up her hands.
“Fine, then, but don’t call me if you have any problems.”
“Wasn’t planning to.” Micah hollered after her as she strolled away, then elbowed Sam. “Go with her, man.”
“Yeah, I’m gonna- I’m gonna go. But not because you told me to!” Sam stammered out his words and followed Lucy, hearing Micah’s laughter behind him.
Her hair reflected the colored lights; he had to catch his breath when she blinked up at the snow.
“So where do we start?” She fixed those green eyes on him and he smiled.
“I believe you agreed to decorate another wreath.”
“Ah, yes. I was thinking tree topper, though.”
He lengthened his steps until he was beside her, and she tucked her gloved hand into his elbow.
“Tree topper?”
“Yeah, my parents’ old one broke last year, and I thought it might be a fun present to make them one.”
“That’s awesome, Lucy.”
“Thanks!” She tossed her blonde ponytail and stopped. “Wait, you didn’t mention there was a caramel popcorn booth.”
“Oh, yeah, the dentist's office puts it on. It's ironic. Do you want some?”
“Heck yeah, I want some!” She dragged him over, right as the crowd finished the countdown and the festival truly began.
-
It only took her about twenty minutes and two large scoops of glitter to make the perfect Christmas star. Her mom was going to love this. After arranging with Millie to pick up the decoration later once it was dry, Lucy found Sam, finishing up the last of the caramel popcorn and studying the nativity scene set up in front of town hall.
“That’s really pretty.” Lucy stepped up beside him, feeling a sense of peace settle over her as she looked at the scene.
“My mom painted it, actually. Mr. Samuels at the hardware store carved the pieces and, as Uncle George says, she brought them to life.”
Mary and Joseph looked like real people kneeling in the snow, bent over the manger where the infant Christ slept peacefully. A lamb sat beside them and a dove perched on the edge of the manger. Both parents had a look of exhausted joy, unlike any portrayal she’d seen before, but deeply moving.
“I can see why the city puts it out, it’s stunning.” She leaned down to look closer.
“I think so too. It’s grounding, you know? Like, I can put as much joy as I want into trees or cookies, but without this, it doesn’t really matter.”
“This is joy.” Lucy glanced up at him and he nodded, taking a deep breath.
“Okay, so what’s next? Hot chocolate taste test at the bakery? Ornament scavenger hunt on the big tree? Photo with Santa?” He wadded up the empty popcorn container and offered her his arm again. She grasped it, a little shiver running down her spine, but whether or not it was from the cold, she couldn’t tell.
“Let’s go see Santa.”
“Let’s do it!”
They laughed together as they headed for the little Santa’s Village that the elementary school had set up, complete with volunteer “elves”. According to Sam, even though most of the children in town knew George, they liked to humor him and overplay the idea that they were meeting the real, live Santa Claus. In a way, for many of them, pretending that Mr. George was Santa was a Christmas tradition in and of itself.
They spent a few minutes in Santa’s Village, watching kids get their pictures taken with a grinning George. Spotting the Reindeer Games, a booth devoted to various games involving tossing one object onto another, Lucy challenged Sam to a duel.
“If you don’t win the Reindeer Games, I’m going to be very disappointed.” She poked him with the plastic ring the attendant had just given her.
“So will I,” he laughed.
In the end, Lucy beat him soundly, but gave him the giant stuffed cartoon reindeer prize.
“He belongs with you,” she said solemnly. He accepted the prize, his expression just as somber and he put the plush over his shoulders.
“I am honored and humbled to receive such a gift, Lucy, truly.”
“Well, you know, I take care of my friends.” She shrugged, and they both nodded until they erupted in laughter.
They hit the bakery’s hot chocolate taste test next, deciding that the gingerbread flavor was the winner. After a quick check-in with Micah and Stephanie, Sam led her to the town square Christmas tree.
A dance floor had been set up under a large tent, and a dozen or so people danced to the holiday tunes played by the high school jazz band. Sam propped the reindeer plush up in a chair and held out his hand.
"May I have this dance?"
Lucy shook her head and smiled. “You’re a dork, you know that?”
“I’ve heard that more than a few times in my life, yes.” He rubbed his forehead and chuckled. Lucy grabbed his free hand and tugged him onto the dance floor as the band went into Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas.
“So,” she said once he’d pulled her into his arms and they started swaying, “have you ever thought about leaving Frost River?”
“Why would I leave the perfect town?” He raised his eyebrows teasingly. He smelled like cinnamon, not that she planned to mention that.
“Fair enough. But there’s a lot of world out there, haven’t you ever wanted to see it?”
“Well, sure, I guess. But don’t underestimate the power of books and the internet to take you anywhere you want to go.”
“Mmm, not the same thing. I get it, though. You’ve got family here, and community… it really is pretty much perfect. Ever dated anyone here?”
She regretted the words the second they left her mouth, but there was no pulling them back now. Sam, for his part, didn’t even flinch.
“Nope. Miss Emma at the bakery tried to get her granddaughter Jenny and I together when we were in high school, but we’ve never exactly… clicked.”
“I take it she’s not a Christmas person?”
“No.” He gave a wry smile. “Among other things. But it’s fine, we’ve learned to peacefully coexist, as long as she never, ever knows that I sneak her grandma double chocolate chip cookies.”
“My lips are sealed,” Lucy said with an exaggerated wink. He laughed, and they pulled apart as the song ended so they could applaud. The teenage band excused themselves for a break, starting pre-recorded music playing in their absence. Slowly the dance floor started emptying, and Sam’s gaze caught hers.
“Lucy, I wanted to say…” He was interrupted by his cellphone chirruping a Christmas carol ringtone; he sighed and answered it. “What's up, bro?” He listened for a moment, then burst into laughter. “Yeah, we’ll be right there.” He put the phone back in his pocket and went to retrieve the reindeer plush. “Evidently Micah and Steph have been overrun with the preschool crowd and require reinforcements.”
“The dream team taken down by toddlers.” Lucy shook her head ruefully. “You hate to see it.”
“Well, let’s at least make sure they go down fighting, shall we?” Sam took her hand, which sent a lovely tingle into her heart, and they hurried back to the Nichols Delivery booth.
Keep an eye out for part 4 coming this week! (for reals this time)
~ Abby













